Community and new friends

 I never in a million life times thought that I would find new friends this late in life. It boggles my mind that I have found this community and so many new friends. It is beyond a bonus that I get to live the life I have wanted for so long. I was trapped in a relationship for longer than I care to admit where I had to suppress my inner needs and wants. I want more BDSM in my life I crave it and I need it. I love the way it makes me feel to have someone else in charge of me. It makes me so happy to have that and to do tasks for my partner and to have them appreciate me doing so.

 

After my last relationship I had decided to just jump into the deep end and fully embrace my kinky side. I never thought I would meet such a great man and have him be such a wonderful partner. I feel safe with him and he makes me feel special. 

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