Shopping for Dopamine

 There are so many things going on akll at once and i fdont know where to begin. I get one thing settled, my finascisl plsn for 2 months, and tyhen I have things like going to the house I used toi live in and got kicked out of where half my stuff is in limbo as well as my dog who i miss so freaking much. I dont have a place of my own and right now I am staying with my boyfriend at his moms place. I aam super gratedful for that and I really appreciate it  but I dont have a place for me to do what I want and to be able to hopefully set up my own routines and such. 


looking into a MAnufactured Home is a nightmare when you have ADHD. Doing any kind of research sucks really. I feel ike a shitty 37 year old fauilure who cant even control her spending habots anough to save any money whats so ever. I literaly need saomeone else to be responsible for my finances and shit. Going as faqr as having my other boyfriend maybe lock and unlock my debiot card with my log in at the bank that way I CAN NOT spend any unnessacery money. I feel like there is now help foir me. Although boyfriend #1, Oz, just reminded me that I have mmy first therapy session with Jen tomorrow at 11. 


The good things I have done to day were re-evaluated my finaces and seeing what i need ewvery week to pay bills and first off catch up0 on them fuckers. I also wentr to the dentist for the initial exam and scheduke a cleaning, root canal consult, as well as an implant consult. I did go to the other house and pick up0 0the dog poop so the lawn can be mowed. 


I wante4d to go to the house early tomrorow to try to deal with the room stuff and really get stuff packed but the whole therapist aappointment tomorow at 11.


i am donw for now i guess..

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