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This is a place for me to express my thoughts quickly. I rarely if ever edit posts. My typing is crappy and i dont care. I dont capitalize and i dont punctuate.

All I ask is for a rock!

July 31, 2014

All I ask is for you to just please be strong for me and tel me no when i need you to. It isnt that hard of a thing to do. I know im a stubborn ass. (i just fucking deleted everything i fucking tyoed!!!) i want you to be a fucking man. i want you to quit being so fucking soft!! ther is a time and a place for that shit! not all the fucking time. jesus christ!

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thinking

March 30, 2023

my mind is always wondering. There is always something going on inside of it.Or at least theats what it feels like. Tonight is no exception. I need to get off this one pill because I think it might be the cause of the food issues I have been having. I recently, like yesterday, figured out that i have a dry mouth as one of the side effects. I do not nkow which one right now but I did google things, cause google is "always" right lol. This is the thing I hate. I am tired but not tired enough to go to sleep, Last night i ws up till 4 a.m. and only got about 4.5 hours of sleep. I feel that I have done pretty good today considering that. I watched some of The Walking Dead But then I was struck with the urge to clean my room so i did that. I fel great about that because the room isn't so cluttered. . Maybe tomorrow I will set up the play station and take a shower. I need to shower as well. damn it now i need to make a list of stuff to do tomorrow but also |I need to ice my ba...

boyfreind

April 29, 2014

Sometimes there are just certian things that annoy me. i hate when he takes unnessacery jabs at me. they hurt. everything last night go so screwed up its so stupid. i was voicing my concerns about going to ren fair on a whim and with no money, and all he says is im being negative. well yeah because everything isnt sunshine and lolipops! that how he thinks everything should be. "there is always something positive to think about" in his words. I dont think he really does realize what it is to be weighted down by debt. i was getting out of debt and paying things off. And then I went and broke my kitens leg. She fell out of my arms/ i dropped her because she was freaking out. i miss here terribly. not having her here is driving me nuts. I want he bak. She is my comforter when I have noone, and sometimes that includes not having boyfriend. He doesnt want to talk about htings in the heat of the monent he just weants to talk later. but by then i know i wont want to talk about it bea...