happiness in the worst time of my life

 youd think that my father passing away when I was 11 to be the worth time of m lfe but right now in this moment of technically i am homeless and squatting with an invite. I have never been happpier. I havent been this happy ever. He is so wonderfully amazing that  I am just so in ,ov with this man that I feel like i could be with forever. like yeh we both have flaws but there are so many benefits that  it all equals out.


Who new that all it would Take is  a man, manly man who isnt afarid to choke me let alone hold me up when I am feeling down. I havent known this type of caring and love.   


Sitting herw in his bed having been throat fucked and then fucking raaaaaaaaiiiiillllleeeeddd like no other.... *chefs kiss*


I can let my freak flaf fly and have found a commnity that supports and encourges what I like and the type of sex I want to have and he type of relationship I want to have

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