being depressed ab out my depression
It is a funny thing to find that I want to cry about my poor workmanship during the l;ast half of the semester when I became really depressed and didn't want to do any of the assignments. Today as i woke up early to work on my assignments that are the last ones due for this semester and it is FINALLY over ( typing that is a hug indicater) that I am overwhelmed with a sadness and an urge to cry. I know I did this all to myself and at least with the art class I was able to re do the assigments and get a lesser grade. With ceramics though i gave zero fucks. I could not bring myself to watch a fucking video or 2 and post a reply about said video. Reading about what has to be written about the final project also makes me want to cry. The class did not turn out at all how I thought it would be. There were few assignments to make things but they were like 5 pots required to be made from learning each skill and type of pot. I really just want this semester to be over with and ...