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I had comletely forgtoten that i was reading that book until I saw the post just now. I stopped taking the buss because of later shift and i havent returned to it since then. However, since quitting my other job i do find myself much m uch happier. There is less stress to get the schedkes coordinated and having to do double hsifts and sch is gone. Ther are no dog tired weekn\eds of me having to work 2 jobs for 2-3 or even 4 days in a row becing exhausted and or mentlly drained and taking it out on my coworkers. Now I am free to reax and actually get things done at home. I should find that book again and start reading it again. I have no idea where I  left off but maybe I can find it in the Kindle Universa.

I havent ad mch experiance with death. Only one really scaring incident when I was 11 with my father. Now  my mothers husband passed 2 days after hi mother passed away. So here we are in Oregan gong to the funeralfor Lois. Taveling with my moother and sister. So far so good but then again we just got here.My brain would not let me sleep. So of course i onlt got 3.5 hours of sleep and then couldnt sleep on the plane cause i didnt bring my neck pillow so i wasnt all akward on the plane and then I gavemom my sweater to lean on to sleep and yeah.Just read the hole time and nowhere we are waiting to go to a pizza dinner thing at someone houes. I am trying not to let my anxiety get to me but we shall see how things go. ddly enought I hope there is a dog there at this persons house so that way i have something to easily distract myself. I am regretting not bringing my knitting but then again that invites people to come talk to me which is alwas annoying. I wish there was a sign i could ...