a better me..?
So I am trying to be more aware of things and remember to do things. and basically just be a better person all around. I am trying to take more responsibility for things. for instance doing thr cat litter on the regular. i was dependng on Anthon to do this because well lets be frank, he didnt have a job. so of course i expected him to do all these house hold things because i was working my ass off. I didn have the time or energy to do anything. Now that Disney is slowing down a little, like i am only working 2 days this week and next, and I am gong to limit myself at michaels for the ske of my goddamn sanity. althhough we do need money, no job is worth loosing my shit over. I am tired and exhausted and all i want to do is lay there like a motionless bean and not think about or do ANYTHING!! Things have been going better financialy. I am getting caught up on bills msotly. I forgot to pay a couple of them last month but i went ahead and set up payments for future dates. Today is my 2nd...