Sutff and things
loads and loads of things going on including but not limited to rent being ASTROFREAKINGNOMCAL this month. Somehow the household utilities are 700 freaking dollars. I dont know how. I am however glad that the roommates are gong to go away for about a weekor so.I am hoping that they catch the camping fever again and they come home to load up and go back out again soon.
There are somethings i need to work on like cleaning out the living room but also they have a lot of shit lying around to but she likes to guilt me nto feeling like shit because my stuff is everywhere. Anthony doesn't want me to just shove everything in the office a.k.a his space because they=n he can't use it as often. buuuuut for now i have to do it to get it out of the way and just make the living room in general feel better. there is 4 4 ft christmas trees on the porch along with other assorted xmas decorations that I am sure will not be taken care of before they go. along with the bottles in the front room as well as the ones in the entry way. but wahtever.If i actually get around to cleaning things up and I feel like moving them them I will go ahead and put them on the porch or something. no sense in them lying around in the way when they wont be home to work on their dumb project. I really hate how passive aggressive she can be.
I wonder if she wondrers why i don't talk to her or hang out with her. Mainly because she doesnt want to talk about anything that is fun. Whenever we do alk about things its usuaally ends with her forcing her opinion about how wrongly I am living my life so I just don't bother anymore. No sense in opening that can of worms and dealing with that headacahe when I dont have to.
I should be sleeping but my mind won't shut up, so here i sit at 11:15 p.m. and I have to be up at 4 a.m. to go to work. buuuuttt nnnnoooooo, my mind will not shut up. I am wondering if maye I took my onward to late in the day bt I also feel that 3 p.m. is not that late. If I didnt desperately need the money and owe almost 2 grand in rent them I wouldjust skip going to work. But it also will get me out of the house so that wll be nice.
There are somethings i need to work on like cleaning out the living room but also they have a lot of shit lying around to but she likes to guilt me nto feeling like shit because my stuff is everywhere. Anthony doesn't want me to just shove everything in the office a.k.a his space because they=n he can't use it as often. buuuuut for now i have to do it to get it out of the way and just make the living room in general feel better. there is 4 4 ft christmas trees on the porch along with other assorted xmas decorations that I am sure will not be taken care of before they go. along with the bottles in the front room as well as the ones in the entry way. but wahtever.If i actually get around to cleaning things up and I feel like moving them them I will go ahead and put them on the porch or something. no sense in them lying around in the way when they wont be home to work on their dumb project. I really hate how passive aggressive she can be.
I wonder if she wondrers why i don't talk to her or hang out with her. Mainly because she doesnt want to talk about anything that is fun. Whenever we do alk about things its usuaally ends with her forcing her opinion about how wrongly I am living my life so I just don't bother anymore. No sense in opening that can of worms and dealing with that headacahe when I dont have to.
I should be sleeping but my mind won't shut up, so here i sit at 11:15 p.m. and I have to be up at 4 a.m. to go to work. buuuuttt nnnnoooooo, my mind will not shut up. I am wondering if maye I took my onward to late in the day bt I also feel that 3 p.m. is not that late. If I didnt desperately need the money and owe almost 2 grand in rent them I wouldjust skip going to work. But it also will get me out of the house so that wll be nice.
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