Depressed.....agian
sometimes I feel like its a wash rinse repeat with my moods and emotions. Sometimes the happy ;ast longer and sometimes it doesnt. there are thing i feel that i can not say let alone write down because if they were found out then they would be harmful to other . while it is something that makes me happier i dont know if it would make be fully hapy if both parties knew. I know one party is fin with it but I am most certian, like 99% certain, that i wold cruch the other party. but when it comes to me being happy and fully satisfied then does it matter? there is so much i wish i could say and n ot be afraid to hurt people. Telling AM how i really feel about how he makes me feel just seems owrhless. i fell lilke it doesnt matter if i say "hey, the way yuve bee treating me makes me feel like a used up piece of tissue thrown on the ground" things used to be better in the begining but then again thats how life is. Everythng is fun and new in the begining, and then over time things f...