Panda

There are times when I go to the movies and they make me depressed. i don't know why I get so emotionally into the movie, it just happens. i am sad now, although I think I have been depressed for awhile now. I don't want to sleep at night and waking up is becoming harder and harder. There is alot on my mind and I don't know where to begin. How about when anthony corrected me when I had corrected a cast member on congratulating us on getting married. I told him we hadn't but that we would one day and I thanked him for his well wishes to which anthony told me that he just says thank you and moves on. I don't know if we are going to get mrried. He has taken the babies step towards this in getting a shit job at a shit amusement park who shuts down all the god damn time. He needs to be looking for a better job but who knows what he is doing during the day while he watches the dog. Oh yeah I do know. He is siting there playing video games watching stupid youtube videos ...