Those things you cant say to anyone
I've got tons of things that I can not tell anyone. I just don't like to share things, I neer have. I am not good at it. I want to tell people things but then i get scared that the are going to think i am weird or something. I just hate this whole depression thing. I am so sick of it. I am tired of the whole one thing sets me off and then everything goes to hell. i just want to go away right now. I am all alone which is sorta what i wanted but i just want to be comforted in silence. I dont want to go hang out with emily because i dont like how she makes me feel like what i have to say doesnt matter. She doesnt always make me feel like that but most of the time she does. And her telling her boyfriend david, whom she says she love, that he doesnt love her is really fucking annoying. I think it uhrts their relationship, but then again i am on the outside. I wish things in my life were different. I wish that i could do th ings better and be a better person sometimes. I dont kn...