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 Dear sister, You remeber that time that you said you weren't going to let me take advantage of mom and you said how I pick my friends over my family...? Ya wanna know why..? Because when I was a kid and I wanted to have my sister play with me during the summer swimming, playing cards, whatever, but you never wanted to. In fact I ended up playing uno by myself with my teddy bear. Yes I knew at the time how stupid it was and I knew all the cards in the hand but you know what; I DIDNT HAVE ANY ONE ELSE TO PLAY WITH!!!!! All you wanted to do was watch tv.  As we got over and you brought your friends arounf the house to hang out and I would hang out with you all because some of them were my friends too you would tell them "oh don't mind her, she's a scorpio". You would do this all of the time in front of me and them.  So explain to me how when those are the majority of a persons memories growing up with their big sister who was always a fucking jerk to them, why they ...

 I really hate that I miss im but also it's the concept of the relationship he promised. He didn't fullfill his end of the bargain. Now I am just left here to my own devices. I am heart broken on multiple fronts. Just being fucking tossed away and shit. That shit feel super fucking great.  I want to write  aletter to Mavel's stupid wife. I want to remind her that she is the one who said that her and her family wanted nothing to do with me and thats the reason why she bitched out of meeting. She knew I am awesome and that I won't take her shit. That's the real reason why she wanted to meet up. But when she figured out that I wasnt going to play her game. I would win against her and thats what she doesnt like about this whole situation. I was showing him how love should be and she didn't want him to see that becasue then she loses her little minion. I want to tell her that if what he says is true, which I am aimed tobelieve it is so, that she is a horribly manipul...