stupid anxiety
Why does something so stupid like wanting to go to a vape shop and getting some parts and juice make me want to cry. Cause i feel like they are going to be al like "look at this dumb girl who doesn't know shit with her busted ass vape." Ive had his urge as of late to vape again. I have one, I am stressed the fuck out. Recently I realized that i HAVE to work more in order to pay rent and bills and catch up on the 5k+ in back rent I owe. I feel like a Dbag for not even covering the bills portion of said rent but at least i apologized. Whether or not my rommie APPRECIATED THAT is a whole other question... so anyways. I have done some online resesrch into pricing but i have always been a Veruca Salt about things. I want it now so I am going to go and get it. When you figure I will have worked 48 hours this week and next week is already schedule a 54 i would say that i work hard for my money and I have earned it. Yes it is not in the budget but as Rory Gilmore once sai...