Excuses
Is it really such a bad excuse not to go to th gym because i am so tired after working 2 jobs in one day all week to not go to the gym. All i want to do when I am not working is go home and sit and watch tv. I have trainer sessions I need to use up. I know this. I paid for them and everything. So why not go? oh yeah! that is because i am way to tired to go and do anything. i just want to go to my room and sit and relax. Blah! Sure I could go, maybe. I am so damn unmotivated that it isnt even funny. Why cant i get it going anymoe? I cant even eat right anymore. I know i shouldnt be having the bagels and cream cheese oe the cheez-its, but I want crave them and what am i supposed to do with that? I dont know.... I want to be thinner but there is just no motivatio. everyone says i look great and thats so wonderful. I do not like my fat on my tummy or arms or inner thighs. I have got to do something about it. Whats my motivation?